The darkness, far yet close. Indestructible yet invisible. Brightened by the absolute magnitude,s of stars around me. The heat of which i can only see, not touch. A vicious Parallax in which I know of nothing, am I lost or exactly where I need to be? In the open sea of infinity, one will never know. It can take light-years or parsecs but time is different in this ocean. Does it matter? let red shift guide me, as i sail this darkness, fooled not by the apparent magnitude around me. Why does the sun outshine my every move, a slow game in which i can never win. Not even my own tears choose to be with me, they float of to be on their own. How can one stand to be so ever alone? For the better of humanity says the man in Washington,but am i,m a human too?