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If you are interested in understanding Chemistry, there are a few things you need to do.
First Compose yourself and relax, you can not understand when you have a divided mind.
Second do away with those things which divert your attention. If you have other things which keep on stealing your attention, be sure you will never understand anything.
Learn to listen as opposed to hearing. Let me ask you, have you ever passed somewhere, heard people talkinga bout something and then someone asks you later " You heard this guys talking, right?" You respond "Yes" Then he asks "What were they saying?" And there you go blank, you can not tell what they were \saying even though you heard them talk. This is what I mean by hearing. When you listen, you are able to tell others. When you just hear, you can not tell others.
Finally, master this. It may be the best thing you ever got in life.
Learn the art of doing one thing and doing it perfectly:
Do not be a jack of all trades who is a master of none. Do one thing at a time and do it perfectly.
When you have done all this it will be easy to understand chemistry. You can always post questions here to get help from tutors when you feel you need help. You can start now.
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